In Memoriam NOT

It is indeed scary to be alone. It really is a fear not to have friend. But one thing that is worse: the feeling of worried to be betrayed and left by people whom you were used to be together with. 

well.  

It's true that I was the one who left. I was fully understand about what I'm doing and why did I do that, but I wasn't betraying. It was just I have to go. I know this will happen. Bonds never last forever. People will be dispersed all over, and live their own life. Yes, friendship is beautiful but it doesn't last forever.  

However, giving up is not a choice. I AM a part of them, or at least I was. I know they are gonna change, but I do change too. I know it's gonna be a new challenge to be treated as an outsider again after all these things, but I can't stand just to stare enviously to them. 

Yep, so I'll be back, and once again, be a part of them; practice, study, and have fun with them. Just like what we used to do before I left.  

You can't expect the world to wait for you. YOU catch up with the world.  

I guess once again you're right, Grandmaster. Thanks :) *desperate 3rd speaker NOT*